bleh..

maybe i only write when i'm in a funk.. i don't have a job, i'm not taking classes, and i don't do much of anything productive.. i think it's making me feel worthless.

i looked at my schedule for next fall today and i started crying. i slept later today than i ever have in my whole life. i didn't wake up until 12:00.

i'm really unhappy with a lot of things in general right now.. and i feel restless, and like i need to get out.

out of my comfort zone, out of this city, out of this country, out of my circle of friends, out of my pajamas?

starting new

lately i have felt the need to be able to blog, but i felt that my old blog wasn't up to par, and was considerably negative.. so, here i am, starting fresh. no more excessive negativity, and i promise regular updates.

here it goes:

i'm sitting on my couch right now avoiding doing anything productive (besides this blog). i have an economics quiz due tomorrow, a fish camp application to do, and 15 pages to read for philosophy. and my room is dirty. ouch.

i can't seem to find motivation, and i'm realizing that lately that has become harder and harder.. not having a clue about what i want to do with life in general isn't helping the situation, especially when being surrounded by people who "have it all figured out". one of my roommates backed out on me today, and i have begun to think that i should just take some time away from school and travel with you (whitney), since you may happen to be the only person who reads this.

i bought a set of textbooks today for my information systems class, and it wound up costing me close to $350, and it was the only set left in the entire thriving metropolis that is bryan/college station.

i made an accidental overdraft on my debit card... actually 4 overdrafts (times $34 for each time). i'm pissed.

perhaps i'll do something that i need to do now.. au revoir.

-bailey